He Fucked the Girl Out of Me.

I feel like, something most people who have been some kind of trauma have felt the same in an specific part of this game.

The feeling of emptyness and also, "How can the world go on, how can the world keep spinning after I have experienced this" 

I find myself thinking this too often since I live near my abuser and see him on the streets "How can he live knowing what he did? How can he look at me and not feel ashamed? how is he able to live a happy life without trouble when I still can't forget the fear I felt when it ended, a fear I still can't stop feeling anytime I think about it, why am I the only one who has to suffer for HIS actions?"

yet often the answer is... this world its putrid, in a extreme state of decomposition. And the only thing that can help us it our loved ones helping us to distract us from this fact, and try to live like nothing. To be distracted from the bad thoughts and keep pushing.

And for all my victims here, I see you. And I'm sorry. You all deserved better, no one deserved what they went thru, no matter what they say, nothing justificates what you had to go thru. No one deserves it.
I'm open for venting and hearing anyone, just feel free to text me anywhere.

Hey Tyler, I'm in a very bad state right now. I am not a sex worker but I am trans too, and some of the subjects of your game hit really close. 

I really, really hope that you are in a better place now. I can't help but wonder if thigs have gone just a little bit different for you, guess those are the things we'll never know. 

I do not know you personally, but I think I somehow connected with you through your game's messages. It was very nice to know that I do not feel these kinds of things alone in this world, even if we're very far apart and will never meet eachother.

That said, I also loved the artstyle; personal and cute, but also very crude. 

I hope you can keep growing and overcoming every difficulty in your life, you definitely helped mine.

I played this a little while ago and I just wanted to say I hope that you are doing well after all that happened to you. Your story was so powerful and I am glad I discovered this

https://proletarianfeminist.medium.com/a-socialist-feminist-and-transgender-anal...

If anybody is looking for more information about sex work and wants to better understand the material realities of it, please read this article. I hope the dev, and each of you reading this are doing okay.

i know it’s an autobiographical piece but i hope it’s okay to say that i feel seen.

thank you so much for making this. alongside the positivity our community places around sex work it’s so incredibly important to start conversations like these and speak candidly as this does. i really hope this can bring more attention to the importance of that

genuinely moving. hope you know despite everything else that's happened, you've left something beautiful behind.

great game, thanks for sharing

i love you all. please stay safe

So much love for the dev for sharing their story, more or less. I wish the happiest life for them.

this made me think of myself

this is a beautifully made game. i wish i could find the right words to describe how i feel about it. all i can say is that it's a game that will stick with me. when the narration asks, "how could you let that happen to someone you love?" i could feel that pain. though the themes are heavy, i would definitely recommend this game to those who are able to handle it. there is pain and trauma here, but even within you telling the story there is strength. i hope you are doing better today, even just a little bit.

very excellently made. i wish you the best

I can't put into words into how real this game is, it makes you feel real, but like you just walked into something you shouldn't have. 10/10 game, I've never felt so relieved to get a good ending in my life. It's eye opening.

relatable af. good game

holy shit

I'm not trans and this game showed me again how hard some of you people have it. Thanks for showing me this harsh reality. I downloaded it for free at first because I just wanted to try some games out, but I'll pay now, because this experience was very important.

I'm probably a trans girl. I can't convince myself fully but... your games hurt. Brought me experiences I didn't know I needed: negative ones. In game form they are valuable. Yes it is upsetting. And it is okay to acknowledge that. It is important to remember what happens that shouldn't.

"Whatever happens, I'm not scared. I'll learn from everyone's mistakes and make some of my own. Maybe big ones. That's okay. That's good."

I actually typed that?! HA. Of course I'm scared. Not of big things, adult me can deal with those. But I'm scared of rejection, disbelief, being wrong. But whatever. I'll figure it out in my own messy way. That's enough.

Even if you don't make more games, what you have done for me, for everyone is wonderful. You make the world maybe a bit better. So thank you. Thank you for making games.

...thank you for this game. I'll definitely remember it for the rest of my life. I don't know what to say other than thanks, again.

I hope you find community in the future if you haven't already. You deserve care from good people, the world can be so vile and this game was really hard to play but I appreciate you making it. 

I actually really like this game. The fact it’s based on your experience, the dialogue and the characters personalities are so disgusting. You conveyed the message pretty well. Back when I was younger, I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust. After that experience, I was groomed several times by men on the internet that I actually felt like a husk. A year ago, I couldn’t get a job and honestly thought about working as a sex worker. A constant thought in my mind at the time was “what good am I if my body is the only thing that’s attractive?” I felt like I should get on onlyfans or become a stripper. But playing this game made me realize that god, your experience is heartbreaking and I wish for others to never try this path. It breaks you up from the inside out and it does so very slowly. I hope you are doing well and you don’t have to recall this experience, that while you did survive and made it so far, it doesn’t define you. You are strong and you are loved (I know that’s like a cliche, repeated post thing, but I mean it). I wish you well 🫶🏽 

Damn, I didn't expect this. I'm a straight cismale and this floored me. This world could not be further from me. Thank you for sharing this story, it couldn't have been easy but in doing so, you have opened my eyes. Your strength is something else. It was truly a beautiful but tragic game.

I think I have someone I need to talk to now

Thank you.

I'm trans too and I related heavily to the sex work experience. From seeing currency in jobs done to dissociating and then feeling empty, storing things away unable to get rid of them. I've done all of that. I am still healing.

I'm still tempted by that world. I don't want to be but being poor just makes you. I really appreciated this game for showing me I'm not alone in that feeling.

thank you for making this game, while i'm not a trans woman (trans man) i was still able to relate. reading someone talk about their experiences going through these kinds of trauma and how it affected their life made me realize some things of my own and have kinda motivated me to try to reach out.

good luck on your journey!

I don't leave a lot of comments on games but I had to after finishing this game - this brought me to tears /pos 

I don't really know what I could write here but I just want to also join in on thanking you for sharing your story. Many of us can relate, I hope many can find solace in the relatability, of not being alone, of being valid. 

I wish you the absolute best. I wish you to keep progressing in your journey and in healing. 

Thank you for sharing, if I was less traumatized I think I might have something more profound to say, but all I can come up with is that I relate heavily to your feelings about family, sex, and sexuality.

Thank you for sharing your story

i was searching for rpgs to sate my greed of and idk how i found myself here it was a browser game so i gave a try it just has dialogues and i got bored
:( it has a story or somrthing so a 5/10

It takes a great deal of self-trust to share your trauma with the world like this. sending love <3

this hurts to experience. in a good way, in a way that is raw and real. but it hurts. thank you for it. i'm grateful to experience it, and i am in awe at your strength for sharing. whatever that's worth.

Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find yourself in a more stable state of mind today. I can not put my emotions into words very well, but know that this game has hit very, very close to home, and feeling heard like this in a way due to my own traumatic experience with sexuality was incredibly healing. Thank you.

I don't have much to say. Your writing is excellent, all the moreso for being so difficult to talk about. Thank you for sharing this, I hope it helped you work through some of it.

I don't cry much at stuff that touches upon trauma and the like. Not because it's not meaningful, but because i've done a lot of my own digging into my trauma. Sharing any of it is so so so incredibly hard. We did not experience the same trauma, but the shame....I understand the shame very well. I nearly teared up at the end. I don't know what to say other than that I have seen this, and I hope one day I can finally throw out what's in my own box, slowly but surely.

This was harrowing to say the least. I'm a trans woman myself, in college now. My own trauma is unrelated to yours, and yet I feel extremely seen in this. I feel a little less alone in the trauma. Thank you for making this. 

Horrifying and Beautiful, I hope to see more of your work.

Really, I read this as yet another cautionary tale about how bad college is. Lacking that and the transitioning treatments people can really save themselves thousands of micro-rapes a month.