I'm trans in the opposite direction, but I've had similar experiences. It's impossible to talk about, because of the shame and the feeling that it was all my fault, that I chose to do it. This game was like a mirror for me. Knowing that other people have this experience of shame and blaming themselves and still are able to accept that it was traumatizing was just so validating. I definitely cried while playing it, and wrote down some of my favorite quotes. Thank you so much for making this, and I'm sorry. I wish healing and happiness for you.
this is a beautifully made game. i wish i could find the right words to describe how i feel about it. all i can say is that it's a game that will stick with me. when the narration asks, "how could you let that happen to someone you love?" i could feel that pain. though the themes are heavy, i would definitely recommend this game to those who are able to handle it. there is pain and trauma here, but even within you telling the story there is strength. i hope you are doing better today, even just a little bit.
I can't put into words into how real this game is, it makes you feel real, but like you just walked into something you shouldn't have. 10/10 game, I've never felt so relieved to get a good ending in my life. It's eye opening.
I'm not trans and this game showed me again how hard some of you people have it. Thanks for showing me this harsh reality. I downloaded it for free at first because I just wanted to try some games out, but I'll pay now, because this experience was very important.
I'm probably a trans girl. I can't convince myself fully but... your games hurt. Brought me experiences I didn't know I needed: negative ones. In game form they are valuable. Yes it is upsetting. And it is okay to acknowledge that. It is important to remember what happens that shouldn't.
"Whatever happens, I'm not scared. I'll learn from everyone's mistakes and make some of my own. Maybe big ones. That's okay. That's good."
I actually typed that?! HA. Of course I'm scared. Not of big things, adult me can deal with those. But I'm scared of rejection, disbelief, being wrong. But whatever. I'll figure it out in my own messy way. That's enough.
Even if you don't make more games, what you have done for me, for everyone is wonderful. You make the world maybe a bit better. So thank you. Thank you for making games.
i have little to no memory of what happened, but i do remember that i was sex trafficked from ages 10-13. i remember what happened between me and a guy named anthony. he was really painful.
i don't know what to make of it. i'm hypersexual, a stoner, and absolutely fucking ruined.
i feel like talking about this makes me an attention seeker and a liar. i can still feel their touch but i dont feel dirty. my mind and my body dont align. my body makes me feel like i wanted it but my mind is screaming no. i'm still sexually active. i'm a fucking people pleaser. i hate it.
anyway sorry about the venting afhanjmkv yeah ilya <33333333
I hope you find community in the future if you haven't already. You deserve care from good people, the world can be so vile and this game was really hard to play but I appreciate you making it.
I actually really like this game. The fact it’s based on your experience, the dialogue and the characters personalities are so disgusting. You conveyed the message pretty well. Back when I was younger, I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust. After that experience, I was groomed several times by men on the internet that I actually felt like a husk. A year ago, I couldn’t get a job and honestly thought about working as a sex worker. A constant thought in my mind at the time was “what good am I if my body is the only thing that’s attractive?” I felt like I should get on onlyfans or become a stripper. But playing this game made me realize that god, your experience is heartbreaking and I wish for others to never try this path. It breaks you up from the inside out and it does so very slowly. I hope you are doing well and you don’t have to recall this experience, that while you did survive and made it so far, it doesn’t define you. You are strong and you are loved (I know that’s like a cliche, repeated post thing, but I mean it). I wish you well 🫶🏽
Damn, I didn't expect this. I'm a straight cismale and this floored me. This world could not be further from me. Thank you for sharing this story, it couldn't have been easy but in doing so, you have opened my eyes. Your strength is something else. It was truly a beautiful but tragic game.
I'm trans too and I related heavily to the sex work experience. From seeing currency in jobs done to dissociating and then feeling empty, storing things away unable to get rid of them. I've done all of that. I am still healing.
I'm still tempted by that world. I don't want to be but being poor just makes you. I really appreciated this game for showing me I'm not alone in that feeling.
thank you for making this game, while i'm not a trans woman (trans man) i was still able to relate. reading someone talk about their experiences going through these kinds of trauma and how it affected their life made me realize some things of my own and have kinda motivated me to try to reach out.
I don't leave a lot of comments on games but I had to after finishing this game - this brought me to tears /pos
I don't really know what I could write here but I just want to also join in on thanking you for sharing your story. Many of us can relate, I hope many can find solace in the relatability, of not being alone, of being valid.
I wish you the absolute best. I wish you to keep progressing in your journey and in healing.
Thank you for sharing, if I was less traumatized I think I might have something more profound to say, but all I can come up with is that I relate heavily to your feelings about family, sex, and sexuality.
i was searching for rpgs to sate my greed of and idk how i found myself here it was a browser game so i gave a try it just has dialogues and i got bored :( it has a story or somrthing so a 5/10
this hurts to experience. in a good way, in a way that is raw and real. but it hurts. thank you for it. i'm grateful to experience it, and i am in awe at your strength for sharing. whatever that's worth.
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find yourself in a more stable state of mind today. I can not put my emotions into words very well, but know that this game has hit very, very close to home, and feeling heard like this in a way due to my own traumatic experience with sexuality was incredibly healing. Thank you.
I don't have much to say. Your writing is excellent, all the moreso for being so difficult to talk about. Thank you for sharing this, I hope it helped you work through some of it.
I don't cry much at stuff that touches upon trauma and the like. Not because it's not meaningful, but because i've done a lot of my own digging into my trauma. Sharing any of it is so so so incredibly hard. We did not experience the same trauma, but the shame....I understand the shame very well. I nearly teared up at the end. I don't know what to say other than that I have seen this, and I hope one day I can finally throw out what's in my own box, slowly but surely.
This was harrowing to say the least. I'm a trans woman myself, in college now. My own trauma is unrelated to yours, and yet I feel extremely seen in this. I feel a little less alone in the trauma. Thank you for making this.
Really, I read this as yet another cautionary tale about how bad college is. Lacking that and the transitioning treatments people can really save themselves thousands of micro-rapes a month.
god. ive never done sw but went through sexual trauma and abuse and the way the choices were laid out really hit so close. having to do things you don't want to just to please the other person feels awful and i feel like this game is just perfectly made.
it's uncomfortable and really just makes you feel so many things at once. it feels like looking in on something you shouldnt, but also like looking in at yourself and desperately wanting to stop it, but you cant.
i wish the best for you in your recovery and life. things are hard. nothing is linear. but do your best.
I just finished the Spanish version. I don't know what to say, this is wild and heartbreaking. With each line I just wanted to give you a hug and tell you how human I see you. We don't know each other but the way you just opened my eyes is wild. I'm glad you're in a place where you can actually talk about this.
Came across this while looking for porn games. Instead of horny I got someone's life story contained in a video game. I have never been able to relate to basically any of the topics contained in this game, but damn did playing it throw me for a loop. My perspective has widened
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So much love for the dev for sharing their story, more or less. I wish the happiest life for them.
I'm trans in the opposite direction, but I've had similar experiences. It's impossible to talk about, because of the shame and the feeling that it was all my fault, that I chose to do it. This game was like a mirror for me. Knowing that other people have this experience of shame and blaming themselves and still are able to accept that it was traumatizing was just so validating. I definitely cried while playing it, and wrote down some of my favorite quotes. Thank you so much for making this, and I'm sorry. I wish healing and happiness for you.
this made me think of myself
this is a beautifully made game. i wish i could find the right words to describe how i feel about it. all i can say is that it's a game that will stick with me. when the narration asks, "how could you let that happen to someone you love?" i could feel that pain. though the themes are heavy, i would definitely recommend this game to those who are able to handle it. there is pain and trauma here, but even within you telling the story there is strength. i hope you are doing better today, even just a little bit.
very excellently made. i wish you the best
I can't put into words into how real this game is, it makes you feel real, but like you just walked into something you shouldn't have. 10/10 game, I've never felt so relieved to get a good ending in my life. It's eye opening.
relatable af. good game
holy shit
I'm not trans and this game showed me again how hard some of you people have it. Thanks for showing me this harsh reality. I downloaded it for free at first because I just wanted to try some games out, but I'll pay now, because this experience was very important.
I'm probably a trans girl. I can't convince myself fully but... your games hurt. Brought me experiences I didn't know I needed: negative ones. In game form they are valuable. Yes it is upsetting. And it is okay to acknowledge that. It is important to remember what happens that shouldn't.
"Whatever happens, I'm not scared. I'll learn from everyone's mistakes and make some of my own. Maybe big ones. That's okay. That's good."
I actually typed that?! HA. Of course I'm scared. Not of big things, adult me can deal with those. But I'm scared of rejection, disbelief, being wrong. But whatever. I'll figure it out in my own messy way. That's enough.
Even if you don't make more games, what you have done for me, for everyone is wonderful. You make the world maybe a bit better. So thank you. Thank you for making games.
im 16 and transfeminine.
i have little to no memory of what happened, but i do remember that i was sex trafficked from ages 10-13. i remember what happened between me and a guy named anthony. he was really painful.
i don't know what to make of it. i'm hypersexual, a stoner, and absolutely fucking ruined.
i feel like talking about this makes me an attention seeker and a liar. i can still feel their touch but i dont feel dirty. my mind and my body dont align. my body makes me feel like i wanted it but my mind is screaming no. i'm still sexually active. i'm a fucking people pleaser. i hate it.
anyway sorry about the venting afhanjmkv yeah ilya <33333333
i kinda understand what you are going through, its oki I'm here for you :3 ill help and chat if you want me to
...thank you for this game. I'll definitely remember it for the rest of my life. I don't know what to say other than thanks, again.
I hope you find community in the future if you haven't already. You deserve care from good people, the world can be so vile and this game was really hard to play but I appreciate you making it.
I actually really like this game. The fact it’s based on your experience, the dialogue and the characters personalities are so disgusting. You conveyed the message pretty well. Back when I was younger, I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust. After that experience, I was groomed several times by men on the internet that I actually felt like a husk. A year ago, I couldn’t get a job and honestly thought about working as a sex worker. A constant thought in my mind at the time was “what good am I if my body is the only thing that’s attractive?” I felt like I should get on onlyfans or become a stripper. But playing this game made me realize that god, your experience is heartbreaking and I wish for others to never try this path. It breaks you up from the inside out and it does so very slowly. I hope you are doing well and you don’t have to recall this experience, that while you did survive and made it so far, it doesn’t define you. You are strong and you are loved (I know that’s like a cliche, repeated post thing, but I mean it). I wish you well 🫶🏽
Damn, I didn't expect this. I'm a straight cismale and this floored me. This world could not be further from me. Thank you for sharing this story, it couldn't have been easy but in doing so, you have opened my eyes. Your strength is something else. It was truly a beautiful but tragic game.
I think I have someone I need to talk to now
Thank you.
I'm trans too and I related heavily to the sex work experience. From seeing currency in jobs done to dissociating and then feeling empty, storing things away unable to get rid of them. I've done all of that. I am still healing.
I'm still tempted by that world. I don't want to be but being poor just makes you. I really appreciated this game for showing me I'm not alone in that feeling.
thank you for making this game, while i'm not a trans woman (trans man) i was still able to relate. reading someone talk about their experiences going through these kinds of trauma and how it affected their life made me realize some things of my own and have kinda motivated me to try to reach out.
good luck on your journey!
I don't leave a lot of comments on games but I had to after finishing this game - this brought me to tears /pos
I don't really know what I could write here but I just want to also join in on thanking you for sharing your story. Many of us can relate, I hope many can find solace in the relatability, of not being alone, of being valid.
I wish you the absolute best. I wish you to keep progressing in your journey and in healing.
Thank you for sharing, if I was less traumatized I think I might have something more profound to say, but all I can come up with is that I relate heavily to your feelings about family, sex, and sexuality.
Thank you for sharing your story
i was searching for rpgs to sate my greed of and idk how i found myself here it was a browser game so i gave a try it just has dialogues and i got bored
:( it has a story or somrthing so a 5/10
It takes a great deal of self-trust to share your trauma with the world like this. sending love <3
this hurts to experience. in a good way, in a way that is raw and real. but it hurts. thank you for it. i'm grateful to experience it, and i am in awe at your strength for sharing. whatever that's worth.
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find yourself in a more stable state of mind today. I can not put my emotions into words very well, but know that this game has hit very, very close to home, and feeling heard like this in a way due to my own traumatic experience with sexuality was incredibly healing. Thank you.
I don't have much to say. Your writing is excellent, all the moreso for being so difficult to talk about. Thank you for sharing this, I hope it helped you work through some of it.
I don't cry much at stuff that touches upon trauma and the like. Not because it's not meaningful, but because i've done a lot of my own digging into my trauma. Sharing any of it is so so so incredibly hard. We did not experience the same trauma, but the shame....I understand the shame very well. I nearly teared up at the end. I don't know what to say other than that I have seen this, and I hope one day I can finally throw out what's in my own box, slowly but surely.
This was harrowing to say the least. I'm a trans woman myself, in college now. My own trauma is unrelated to yours, and yet I feel extremely seen in this. I feel a little less alone in the trauma. Thank you for making this.
Horrifying and Beautiful, I hope to see more of your work.
Really, I read this as yet another cautionary tale about how bad college is. Lacking that and the transitioning treatments people can really save themselves thousands of micro-rapes a month.
this brought me to tears as a transmasc whos gone through sa. i hope you heal from the things you dont talk about and the things you do too. much love
holy shit this is deep
god. ive never done sw but went through sexual trauma and abuse and the way the choices were laid out really hit so close. having to do things you don't want to just to please the other person feels awful and i feel like this game is just perfectly made.
it's uncomfortable and really just makes you feel so many things at once. it feels like looking in on something you shouldnt, but also like looking in at yourself and desperately wanting to stop it, but you cant.
i wish the best for you in your recovery and life. things are hard. nothing is linear. but do your best.
I just finished the Spanish version. I don't know what to say, this is wild and heartbreaking. With each line I just wanted to give you a hug and tell you how human I see you. We don't know each other but the way you just opened my eyes is wild. I'm glad you're in a place where you can actually talk about this.
Oh my god, what an amazing game. I will be reflecting on it for weeks. Thank you so much for creating it. I think I´ve learned so much <3
I don’t know how to respond to this. It’s definitely making me think.
I’m glad you told this story.
This was really moving and I am very glad I paid for it, hopefully you're able to do what you love.
Came across this while looking for porn games. Instead of horny I got someone's life story contained in a video game. I have never been able to relate to basically any of the topics contained in this game, but damn did playing it throw me for a loop. My perspective has widened
why were you looking for porn games
I don’t want to see people argue on this game’s page.
Please be kind.
ok
Thank you for sharing the traumas.You are so kind and brave. I really want to tell you that you deserve love. I hope you are feel a little better now.