I hope you find community in the future if you haven't already. You deserve care from good people, the world can be so vile and this game was really hard to play but I appreciate you making it.
I actually really like this game. The fact it’s based on your experience, the dialogue and the characters personalities are so disgusting. You conveyed the message pretty well. Back when I was younger, I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust. After that experience, I was groomed several times by men on the internet that I actually felt like a husk. A year ago, I couldn’t get a job and honestly thought about working as a sex worker. A constant thought in my mind at the time was “what good am I if my body is the only thing that’s attractive?” I felt like I should get on onlyfans or become a stripper. But playing this game made me realize that god, your experience is heartbreaking and I wish for others to never try this path. It breaks you up from the inside out and it does so very slowly. I hope you are doing well and you don’t have to recall this experience, that while you did survive and made it so far, it doesn’t define you. You are strong and you are loved (I know that’s like a cliche, repeated post thing, but I mean it). I wish you well 🫶🏽
Damn, I didn't expect this. I'm a straight cismale and this floored me. This world could not be further from me. Thank you for sharing this story, it couldn't have been easy but in doing so, you have opened my eyes. Your strength is something else. It was truly a beautiful but tragic game.
I'm trans too and I related heavily to the sex work experience. From seeing currency in jobs done to dissociating and then feeling empty, storing things away unable to get rid of them. I've done all of that. I am still healing.
I'm still tempted by that world. I don't want to be but being poor just makes you. I really appreciated this game for showing me I'm not alone in that feeling.
thank you for making this game, while i'm not a trans woman (trans man) i was still able to relate. reading someone talk about their experiences going through these kinds of trauma and how it affected their life made me realize some things of my own and have kinda motivated me to try to reach out.
I don't leave a lot of comments on games but I had to after finishing this game - this brought me to tears /pos
I don't really know what I could write here but I just want to also join in on thanking you for sharing your story. Many of us can relate, I hope many can find solace in the relatability, of not being alone, of being valid.
I wish you the absolute best. I wish you to keep progressing in your journey and in healing.
Thank you for sharing, if I was less traumatized I think I might have something more profound to say, but all I can come up with is that I relate heavily to your feelings about family, sex, and sexuality.
i was searching for rpgs to sate my greed of and idk how i found myself here it was a browser game so i gave a try it just has dialogues and i got bored :( it has a story or somrthing so a 5/10
this hurts to experience. in a good way, in a way that is raw and real. but it hurts. thank you for it. i'm grateful to experience it, and i am in awe at your strength for sharing. whatever that's worth.
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find yourself in a more stable state of mind today. I can not put my emotions into words very well, but know that this game has hit very, very close to home, and feeling heard like this in a way due to my own traumatic experience with sexuality was incredibly healing. Thank you.
I don't have much to say. Your writing is excellent, all the moreso for being so difficult to talk about. Thank you for sharing this, I hope it helped you work through some of it.
I don't cry much at stuff that touches upon trauma and the like. Not because it's not meaningful, but because i've done a lot of my own digging into my trauma. Sharing any of it is so so so incredibly hard. We did not experience the same trauma, but the shame....I understand the shame very well. I nearly teared up at the end. I don't know what to say other than that I have seen this, and I hope one day I can finally throw out what's in my own box, slowly but surely.
This was harrowing to say the least. I'm a trans woman myself, in college now. My own trauma is unrelated to yours, and yet I feel extremely seen in this. I feel a little less alone in the trauma. Thank you for making this.
Really, I read this as yet another cautionary tale about how bad college is. Lacking that and the transitioning treatments people can really save themselves thousands of micro-rapes a month.
god. ive never done sw but went through sexual trauma and abuse and the way the choices were laid out really hit so close. having to do things you don't want to just to please the other person feels awful and i feel like this game is just perfectly made.
it's uncomfortable and really just makes you feel so many things at once. it feels like looking in on something you shouldnt, but also like looking in at yourself and desperately wanting to stop it, but you cant.
i wish the best for you in your recovery and life. things are hard. nothing is linear. but do your best.
I just finished the Spanish version. I don't know what to say, this is wild and heartbreaking. With each line I just wanted to give you a hug and tell you how human I see you. We don't know each other but the way you just opened my eyes is wild. I'm glad you're in a place where you can actually talk about this.
Came across this while looking for porn games. Instead of horny I got someone's life story contained in a video game. I have never been able to relate to basically any of the topics contained in this game, but damn did playing it throw me for a loop. My perspective has widened
I... didn't count how many time I just felt the need to nope out and close the game, and how revolted I was by thinking people have to live through that.
Thank you for sharing your story. I do hope you fare a bit better, and than game will save some people from a similar event.
Heartbreaking. I felt almost like an intruder playing this. I can't relate to any experiences and yet it made me feel so much. It takes a lot of strength and skill to be able to depict your experiences like this. I hope you're doing good.
when i first clicked on here and saw 99% of people leaving essays in the comments, i was a bit confused. after playing to the end, i really understand it now. what someone else said of this game piercing their soul, really is the only way to describe the feeling from this game, and i'm a heartless bastard so that's saying something. i may never be in the position where something similar may happen to me, but this game resonates on such a level that where the player can feel the damage, and trauma caused. thank you for giving us all this unique experience i don't think anyone will ever see replicated to such a degree
This was unbelievably powerful, enlightning, moving and... human. Thank you so much. For what the comment of a random person on the Internet could be worth, I wish you all the best in the world.
Learned of this through NerdCubed, and honestly, I am glad that I played this game.
I can't say that I can relate to a lot of what happens in this game. I can say that the game made me open my perspective a good bit, in terms of trauma, sex work, transitioning and other topics. Helped me walk in shoes that I have never walked in before. Made me deeply uncomfortable in many places, but for good reason.
This game is a very, very good game, but one that can hit you hard. As one human to another, thank you for making this game.
Definity one I want to play, I am just a little scared to play it right now because my emotional state already being in not a great place due to being in a DV situation as a trans woman who only started to get help less than a year ago and currently dealing with DV where my abuser can easily take our daughter and leave to China because CPS won't do anything to protect my daughter being a very empathetic person I am not sure I can handle the extra emotions at this time, but will defiantly play it when I am more able to handle extra emotions.
I don't know how to express my love for this game. "This game pierced my soul" is the closest I can get to conveying my feelings towards it. The fact that it's a game, where every choice made is your choice, helps to drive home the emotional weight of the situation. I also greatly appreciate the ways the game uses the player avatar to communicate dissociation. I haven't experienced most of the traumas that this game discusses, but there were a lot of moments that hit home for me, and I am so thankful for the way you articulated these feelings.
I really, truly am glad I got to play this, and I hope the best for you.
Everything in this game is beautiful, not a single bit of it was made without soul. Reading and playing made me change some of my views in all that is talked in the game. My context is rather different, but the game conveys his message so... special? i don't know how to explain, but it's a very brave thing. I hope that, in the future, your bravery can create much more of this experiences, and that they help other people. Awesome game.
I have a different kind of experience to this, and your game kind of helped me go back to that memory again in a.. less hurt way? I don't know how to explain. I admire this game very much and the artstyle, how it's conveying this trauma- Thank you. I hope one day you can recover and allow yourself to be loved and want to love. <3
randomly stumbled upon this game, and i dont regret looking into it one bit. while trauma of this kind is hard to recover from, i hope one day it can be easier for you.
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...thank you for this game. I'll definitely remember it for the rest of my life. I don't know what to say other than thanks, again.
I hope you find community in the future if you haven't already. You deserve care from good people, the world can be so vile and this game was really hard to play but I appreciate you making it.
I actually really like this game. The fact it’s based on your experience, the dialogue and the characters personalities are so disgusting. You conveyed the message pretty well. Back when I was younger, I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust. After that experience, I was groomed several times by men on the internet that I actually felt like a husk. A year ago, I couldn’t get a job and honestly thought about working as a sex worker. A constant thought in my mind at the time was “what good am I if my body is the only thing that’s attractive?” I felt like I should get on onlyfans or become a stripper. But playing this game made me realize that god, your experience is heartbreaking and I wish for others to never try this path. It breaks you up from the inside out and it does so very slowly. I hope you are doing well and you don’t have to recall this experience, that while you did survive and made it so far, it doesn’t define you. You are strong and you are loved (I know that’s like a cliche, repeated post thing, but I mean it). I wish you well 🫶🏽
Damn, I didn't expect this. I'm a straight cismale and this floored me. This world could not be further from me. Thank you for sharing this story, it couldn't have been easy but in doing so, you have opened my eyes. Your strength is something else. It was truly a beautiful but tragic game.
I think I have someone I need to talk to now
Thank you.
I'm trans too and I related heavily to the sex work experience. From seeing currency in jobs done to dissociating and then feeling empty, storing things away unable to get rid of them. I've done all of that. I am still healing.
I'm still tempted by that world. I don't want to be but being poor just makes you. I really appreciated this game for showing me I'm not alone in that feeling.
thank you for making this game, while i'm not a trans woman (trans man) i was still able to relate. reading someone talk about their experiences going through these kinds of trauma and how it affected their life made me realize some things of my own and have kinda motivated me to try to reach out.
good luck on your journey!
I don't leave a lot of comments on games but I had to after finishing this game - this brought me to tears /pos
I don't really know what I could write here but I just want to also join in on thanking you for sharing your story. Many of us can relate, I hope many can find solace in the relatability, of not being alone, of being valid.
I wish you the absolute best. I wish you to keep progressing in your journey and in healing.
Thank you for sharing, if I was less traumatized I think I might have something more profound to say, but all I can come up with is that I relate heavily to your feelings about family, sex, and sexuality.
Thank you for sharing your story
i was searching for rpgs to sate my greed of and idk how i found myself here it was a browser game so i gave a try it just has dialogues and i got bored
:( it has a story or somrthing so a 5/10
It takes a great deal of self-trust to share your trauma with the world like this. sending love <3
this hurts to experience. in a good way, in a way that is raw and real. but it hurts. thank you for it. i'm grateful to experience it, and i am in awe at your strength for sharing. whatever that's worth.
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find yourself in a more stable state of mind today. I can not put my emotions into words very well, but know that this game has hit very, very close to home, and feeling heard like this in a way due to my own traumatic experience with sexuality was incredibly healing. Thank you.
I don't have much to say. Your writing is excellent, all the moreso for being so difficult to talk about. Thank you for sharing this, I hope it helped you work through some of it.
I don't cry much at stuff that touches upon trauma and the like. Not because it's not meaningful, but because i've done a lot of my own digging into my trauma. Sharing any of it is so so so incredibly hard. We did not experience the same trauma, but the shame....I understand the shame very well. I nearly teared up at the end. I don't know what to say other than that I have seen this, and I hope one day I can finally throw out what's in my own box, slowly but surely.
This was harrowing to say the least. I'm a trans woman myself, in college now. My own trauma is unrelated to yours, and yet I feel extremely seen in this. I feel a little less alone in the trauma. Thank you for making this.
Horrifying and Beautiful, I hope to see more of your work.
Really, I read this as yet another cautionary tale about how bad college is. Lacking that and the transitioning treatments people can really save themselves thousands of micro-rapes a month.
this brought me to tears as a transmasc whos gone through sa. i hope you heal from the things you dont talk about and the things you do too. much love
holy shit this is deep
god. ive never done sw but went through sexual trauma and abuse and the way the choices were laid out really hit so close. having to do things you don't want to just to please the other person feels awful and i feel like this game is just perfectly made.
it's uncomfortable and really just makes you feel so many things at once. it feels like looking in on something you shouldnt, but also like looking in at yourself and desperately wanting to stop it, but you cant.
i wish the best for you in your recovery and life. things are hard. nothing is linear. but do your best.
I just finished the Spanish version. I don't know what to say, this is wild and heartbreaking. With each line I just wanted to give you a hug and tell you how human I see you. We don't know each other but the way you just opened my eyes is wild. I'm glad you're in a place where you can actually talk about this.
Oh my god, what an amazing game. I will be reflecting on it for weeks. Thank you so much for creating it. I think I´ve learned so much <3
I don’t know how to respond to this. It’s definitely making me think.
I’m glad you told this story.
This was really moving and I am very glad I paid for it, hopefully you're able to do what you love.
Came across this while looking for porn games. Instead of horny I got someone's life story contained in a video game. I have never been able to relate to basically any of the topics contained in this game, but damn did playing it throw me for a loop. My perspective has widened
why were you looking for porn games
I don’t want to see people argue on this game’s page.
Please be kind.
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Thank you for sharing the traumas.You are so kind and brave. I really want to tell you that you deserve love. I hope you are feel a little better now.
Just finished the french version.
I... didn't count how many time I just felt the need to nope out and close the game, and how revolted I was by thinking people have to live through that.
Thank you for sharing your story. I do hope you fare a bit better, and than game will save some people from a similar event.
Heartbreaking. I felt almost like an intruder playing this. I can't relate to any experiences and yet it made me feel so much. It takes a lot of strength and skill to be able to depict your experiences like this. I hope you're doing good.
when i first clicked on here and saw 99% of people leaving essays in the comments, i was a bit confused. after playing to the end, i really understand it now. what someone else said of this game piercing their soul, really is the only way to describe the feeling from this game, and i'm a heartless bastard so that's saying something. i may never be in the position where something similar may happen to me, but this game resonates on such a level that where the player can feel the damage, and trauma caused. thank you for giving us all this unique experience i don't think anyone will ever see replicated to such a degree
This was unbelievably powerful, enlightning, moving and... human. Thank you so much. For what the comment of a random person on the Internet could be worth, I wish you all the best in the world.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It really moved me and made me acutely aware of traumas I'd buried about my gender identity
Learned of this through NerdCubed, and honestly, I am glad that I played this game.
I can't say that I can relate to a lot of what happens in this game. I can say that the game made me open my perspective a good bit, in terms of trauma, sex work, transitioning and other topics. Helped me walk in shoes that I have never walked in before. Made me deeply uncomfortable in many places, but for good reason.
This game is a very, very good game, but one that can hit you hard. As one human to another, thank you for making this game.
Definity one I want to play, I am just a little scared to play it right now because my emotional state already being in not a great place due to being in a DV situation as a trans woman who only started to get help less than a year ago and currently dealing with DV where my abuser can easily take our daughter and leave to China because CPS won't do anything to protect my daughter being a very empathetic person I am not sure I can handle the extra emotions at this time, but will defiantly play it when I am more able to handle extra emotions.
I don't know how to express my love for this game. "This game pierced my soul" is the closest I can get to conveying my feelings towards it. The fact that it's a game, where every choice made is your choice, helps to drive home the emotional weight of the situation. I also greatly appreciate the ways the game uses the player avatar to communicate dissociation. I haven't experienced most of the traumas that this game discusses, but there were a lot of moments that hit home for me, and I am so thankful for the way you articulated these feelings.
I really, truly am glad I got to play this, and I hope the best for you.
Everything in this game is beautiful, not a single bit of it was made without soul. Reading and playing made me change some of my views in all that is talked in the game. My context is rather different, but the game conveys his message so... special? i don't know how to explain, but it's a very brave thing. I hope that, in the future, your bravery can create much more of this experiences, and that they help other people. Awesome game.
I have a different kind of experience to this, and your game kind of helped me go back to that memory again in a.. less hurt way? I don't know how to explain. I admire this game very much and the artstyle, how it's conveying this trauma- Thank you. I hope one day you can recover and allow yourself to be loved and want to love. <3
I come from a very different context in every way. But I truly appreciate what you have done, thank you.
randomly stumbled upon this game, and i dont regret looking into it one bit. while trauma of this kind is hard to recover from, i hope one day it can be easier for you.